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[Inazuma Eleven] Side by Side (oneshot)

Title: Side by Side
Fandom: Inazuma Eleven
Pairing: Kidou / Sakuma
Rating: PG
Warning: MASSIVE SPOILER ep 106 , angst Word Count
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With a weight on his chest, Sakuma ran out of the refectory, and had risen to the second floor by climbing the stairs two at a time. Arriving at the door of his room, however, almost did not feel to enter. It was a horrible person, courage with which could have groped to console? He knew that
Kidou Kageyama estimated with all his heart, despite having had a lifetime before the eyes of its questionable methods, although it was seen even line up against his own friends because of him, despite all the bile he had to swallow; Kageyama was for him as a father: he was the man who raised him and made him what he was.
Sakuma he knew it. After all, he could also understand why Kidou admired him so much, he was a student of Teikoku, and Kageyama was also his coach. But he loved Kidou Sakuma, and see it talk to their ex-coach in that tone that betrayed all his adoration for him, and his relief, had hurt him horribly. Besides, he felt even worse when Kidou, as if to give him one last chance, he had marched his beloved goggles Kageyama, spontaneously, without hesitation, in public. This Sakuma when instead, in the privacy of his room and away from prying eyes to see him in the face without those stupid it to cover his eyes, he had to ask explicitly and insistently, until well-satisfied for the exasperation Kidou .
He hated to see him with that shot down as it looked Kageyama was taken away, and he hated even more when he bowed, honored for something that is not deserved. For a moment, rather than to console had a uncontrollable desire to kick him in the ass, even though he knew that there was Kidou really bad at the thought of that man in prison. He could not help but wonder if he thought about how he was forced to watch him practically declared himself to another man.
He had kept his nose all the time, treating him coldly, providing that when he would have noticed that he was upset with him would do anything to see what was wrong and make peace. Unfortunately Sakuma had not taken into account Kidou that might have been too focused on the thought of her adored Kageyama who was brought in jail to minimize account. Kageyama he would miss up to the point of no longer interested in him? Sakuma was beside himself with jealousy and anger.
Then during the evening news, the news.
"Today, Mr. K, coach of Orpheus, the Italian national team, died in a car accident."
Kidou was the first to stand up suddenly, shocked, followed by everyone else. Sakuma had also risen, with a weight in the chest, was also her coach, and when death was going through was normal so close feel a shiver of anxiety. Then suddenly felt lighter, as if someone had lifted a weight from his chest. When he realized that that feeling was relief, he felt disgusted with himself. Kageyama was a horrible person who had hurt a lot of people, including himself, Kidou including, but overall did not deserve to die. How could she be happy for his death? What kind of person was he?
Although no one had really really hungry after the news at dinner time Sakuma was still going to eat with everyone else. All but Kidou. She realized only when everyone had already sat at the table. He must have removed by the group on their way to the refectory. Sakuma will be eager to shake the stomach. Leaving his tray untouched and ignoring the calls of Fuyuki, had run away and had risen rapidly upstairs. Before the door of
Kidou but could not bring herself to enter.
was an egoist. That's why there had risen up to. He wanted to find a way to make you feel better Kidou, so he could give oneself a good conscience. It was a really insensitive of the worst kind.
His thoughts were interrupted by a muffled sound.
- Kidou ... - muttered by placing the lips on the door. He was crying? She had never seen you cry. She had seen him scream, to punch the lockers of the locker room, angry with the world and whoever he happened to shoot, but never cry. Perhaps it also from the fact that he had seen a face completely uncovered something like three times in his life.
Again the plaintive sound, a little 'less stifled. She felt the knot in my stomach tighten further. How Kidou would take if it were entered at that time? Sakuma knew that people react differently in certain situations, and only because he would have liked to have someone to hug and comfort in a time like this did not mean that Kidou wanted the same. Maybe he wanted to be left alone. Maybe he had never seen you cry because when he needed to vent that way did so not to be seen.
"What should I do?" Thought Sakuma, clutching the door handle.
For the third time, the stifled sob of a ton of anxiety Kidou sent straight to the pit of my stomach Sakuma sucking all the air. "Enough. By now. " Kidou If he had not wanted, it would have thrown out and would die there.
- Kidou? - Called him up with the door closed - I come in?
No response. Maybe had not even heard.
- Look within. I'm coming - slowly turned the handle and pushed the door, which opened with a slight squeak.
Although it was already dark, the light was off, and when she opened the door, the hallway light had illuminated a narrow portion of the floor, dimly illuminating the room. The first impression was, was that the room was empty.
- Kidou? - Called, looking around and further opening the door to let in more light.
He saw a movement in the corner, halfway between the bed and the desk. He swallowed and went.
Kidou, as he had imagined, was sitting on the floor with your knees to your chest and your back against the wall, tucked into the space between your bed and desk. He had taken off his glasses, which lay abandoned a few inches from him, and his eyes were shiny. When Sakuma came up beside him, Kidou looked at him with a guilty look in his eyes, as if he were caught doing something inappropriate.
- Sakuma - croaked at mo 'greeting. Judging by his voice, he must have cried a lot.
Sakuma was unsure what to do. He had not thought of what to say. He gave it for granted that he would Kidou kicked out when he entered the room that now almost repented of having entered.
He just sit on the floor, crouching like him.
They stood side by side with their backs against the wall for several minutes without speaking. The only sound you could hear was the wind that shook the trees of the garden, but also that perhaps it was imaginary, they were desperate Sakuma ears to hear something that breaks the silence is deafening. Time is dilated without solution, Kidou staring into space in front of him and threw Sakuma occasionally look at the profile of the boy sitting next to him, more and more clear as its eyes became accustomed to the darkness. Kidou
Then he moved on, passing a hand over his eyes and sighing heavily. - Excuse me - whispered with a hoarse voice - are ridiculous.
- not true. - Sakuma quickly answered in a whisper, not daring to raise his voice.
- Is not it?! - Repeated Kidou annoyed, looking annoyed, almost angry. - But look! I am here, in a corner feeling sorry for himself as a young girl. Indeed, even Haruna had cried so when our parents are dead. - He rubbed his eyes again.
Sakuma was silent, thinking. She did not know what to say, especially after such a thing did not feel like talking. Kidou was always very reserved, and rarely spoke of the period of the orphanage. The fact that it was opening with him relieved and scared at the same time. However, he felt dovergli respond in some way, even if she had not really asked for something.
- you need to do so - first, a bit 'uncertain. - I admired him very much. It 's normal to mourn the death of someone so important. E 'was he who taught you to play football, no? There is nothing wrong with the cry-
- You do not understand! - Kidou blurted out loud, banging a punch to the ground, taking into glasses that they were next to him and splashed somewhere on the floor, and jump by Sakuma. - You do not understand, why do not you know me at all, you do not know anything about me! You have no idea what is wrong. You do not have ... - His voice broke and stopped panting. He covered the occh again. - Go away.
Sakuma had seen him angry many times, but never to her face uncovered. He felt as if he had been murdered, and eye color Kidou fixed on him as he saw reflected his blood on a knife. With a lump in my throat, muttered an excuse confused, rose and fell outside the room, tripping over his own feet. He ran up the stairs, and sat on the top step, his heart pounding in my chest for more than reaction Kidou that for the race.
- Sakuma-kun? - Called him a slightly surprised voice.
Sakuma looked up and saw Haruna watching him from the middle ramp, slightly worried expression. He placed a lock of hair behind her ear and tried to put together a convincing smile - Ah hello Haruna. You have already finished eating?
The girl nodded, and became suddenly dark. - Not that I ate a lot. After learning of Kageyama-san ... I was actually going to see how she Oniichan. It must be hard for him.
Sakuma nodded without saying anything. The girl sat down beside her - How are you, Sakuma-kun? It was also your coach after all.
Sakuma clenched teeth. - It '... difficult - he said, saying half a lie - but I'm fine. Enough.
- I understand - Haruna said, sympathetically. - Have you talked to my brother or something?
Sakuma told her briefly. Haruna listened carefully, and thought for a minute in silence.
- Oniichan guess that feels a bit 'as if our parents were dead again - Haruna muttered at one point - I mean ... You know that our parents died in a plane crash, no? I imagine that at the time he felt compelled to be strong for me, but Kageyama-san only affects him, so ... I think it feels a bit 'misunderstood. I'm sorry that you have treated badly, Sakuma-kun, has nothing to do. You must not take it though, I'm sure Kidou not angry with you. Indeed, probably when you have recovered a bit 'will be glad you went to see what happened. - Gave him a small smile, and Sakuma could not help but reciprocate.
- Maybe better to fall, is not the case going to bother. - The girl said, getting up and dusting off a pleated skirt. - Come, Sakuma-kun?
- No, I'm still a bit 'here. Maybe even go to bed, who knows. I am a bit 'tired - Sakuma refused with a smile. Haruna smiled again and went back downstairs.
Sakuma was seriously thinking of getting up and going to his room, when suddenly Kidou sat down beside him. Not expected, partly because he had not heard coming.
- You made me be a hit - Sakuma rebuked him, as if a few minutes before had not yelled against. - At least next time you announce your presence in some way-I know-a greeting, a cough, a-
- I'm sorry. - Kidou interrupted.
Sakuma looked at him. He had not put the goggles, and his eyes were red more intense than ever. A color absurd, disturbing but very nice. It was really weird seeing him with his face uncovered. He was noticeably calmer and more relaxed than before, and fiddles with a hole nell'orlo pants of his suit. After a moment of silence, he looked up and went - I was really shit. We have treated badly. Excuse me. I mean ... - Still averted gaze, seemed almost embarrassed - it is true that you do not know anything about me, but because I'm an idiot and-OW.
Sakuma had slapped pulse.
Kidou stared at him amazed and felt Sakuma blaze. What the fuck he was thinking?
- I ... I ... sorry! I do not know what .. - Stammered, feeling his ears burning. Fantastic. Now would Kidou shouted him back and told him that he did not want anything to do with him. He wanted to look away, but could not tear his eyes from his face confused and amazed Kidou.
Kidou stood a full minute. Then he smiled, and began to giggle. Sakuma stared at him in surprise.
- how do you play football with the reactions so slow, Sakuma? - Kidou laughed, with tears in his eyes.
Sakuma beginning did not understand what he was talking about. Then it occurred to him that indeed, if that slap was the response to the behavior of Kidou, it was really too late.
- not ... it was not for that! - Sakuma tried to justify themselves - was why ... I do not want your name fool you just because you have feelings. - ... Was not what he meant. That is, yes, but for some reason in his head sounded a lot less embarrassing.
- you are amazing - Kidou smiled, recovered from access of laughter. - I'd be beside myself if anyone had treated me that way. Besides, you were trying to help me and I ...
- were shocked - interrupted Sakuma, redness that continues unabated - and then you apologized. I have no reason to be angry.

Kidou smiled. They sat side by side a few more minutes, then got up Kidou.
- in two days we have a match, and tomorrow we must train. It is not very healthy to skip dinner. I think I'm going to eat something. You've eaten?
Sakuma nodded - yes, I knows that I'm going to bed.
- ok - Kidou smiled, rinfilandosi glasses (I had hung around his neck all the time, but noticed them only when Sakuma replaced them) and began to descend the stairs. In mid-flight he stopped, and turned back.
- almost forgot! - Said to Sakuma, leaning toward him to kiss him on the forehead - This is a thank you. For everything. While
Kidou definitely headed downstairs, Sakuma was about to dissolve into a mush very embarrassed and happy at the top of the stairs.


Notes: This fic it took a LIFE . And Umbrychan that followed my penis knows. I dedicate it to her because she was so patient to listen to all my sclera on the plot and I found a beautiful way \\ o / and anyone who reads and comments \u0026lt;
333 (posted on livejournal was childbirth . Cesareo. Twin. )